Thinking to much

[Appleblossom]

I am sorry @Leeanne1 I tried to relate.  I buried my head in learning to deal with my family.

[Leeanne1]

@Appleblossom 

Ok I'm sorry it's nice to talk to someone that understands me thinking of you 

[Appleblossom]

@Leeanne1 

8 children is a lot of work and not much spare to spoil them all a lot.  I wish there was more respect for the effort women put in to their families, but there is a lot of holding grudges from what I can see.  It is sad.  All I wanted for them was to be happy.

[Leeanne1]

@Appleblossom 

 I wanted the some for my children to be happy too.☹️☹️☹️

But I feel like they hate cause at that time I did what I thought was best for them by putting them in care cause my husband left me with 8 children on my own 

[Appleblossom]

@Leeanne1 

Aaaarghh 8 children on  your own would have been a nightmare.

We have many experiences of being 'in so-called care' in my family. I was in orphanages and foster homes but never judged my mother.  

I felt I was not enough for my daughter and always sent her to richer family members as I was in severe pain and struggling with her little brother. 

[Leeanne1]

@Appleblossom 

☹️☹️ It's sad how our children treat us 

[Appleblossom]

Yes @Leeanne1 

There seems to be a fashion that cutting off family members is fine and there is no need to try and understand or reach out.

[Leeanne1]

I'm trying so hard to not think, but it's so hard especially when I'm stuck home can't see mum cause she is in lockdown.

[tyme]

What's the weather like on your side? Could you go for a little walk? @Leeanne1  - take in some of that fresh air?

[Leeanne1]

Thats won't do anything . I hate it 😭😭