Support for Flowerlove22

[Dreamy]

Hello @Sunnyside226, my day hasn't been great so far. 

Good on you for jumping out of bed, I think i just kind of slid out very unwillingly 😂.

What's your plans for the day? 

[Sunnyside226]

Over people life today 

😡 💔  Fucken over it    

Not okay not fine numb   

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 I'm here for you. If you want to chat about anything I'm here to listen, if not I'm sitting with you. 

I know the feeling of not being ok cos today that's me aswell. If you like we can just sit in this moment together. 

[Ru-bee]

Hey @Sunnyside226 I'm sorry to hear you're not okay today

I'm here to listen too if you need to talk about it

[Sunnyside226]

I wish it was    the old days no phones 

No this no that  

I don't like phone calls  it reminds me of dad  i didn't get to him in time that's my fault       I can't  people expect me to drop everything I can't I can't  

I could  of saved him   I could of helped   him   he cried for helped from me I failed him.  Mum died because of other reasons I don't want to say. I need her today to help me say it's going to be ok   all I want is one more hug to say I love you  I'll never get that  again 

I build relationships on here  I failed that  I can't keep building relationships if I can't keep the ones I build. God is with me but   I'm alone    feel isolated   

[Sunnyside226]

Sure @Ru-bee @Dreamy   

[Ru-bee]

Hey @Sunnyside226 it sounds as though you're relive some really hard memories right now. I'm sitting with you 💜

[Sunnyside226]

Hey @Ru-bee   

How's your pets?     Do you want coffee/cake?

Sorry   I need to be with mum  

I don't understand why you decided to talk to me ( that's In a nice way)

I'm panicking   I'm sorry if I did anything to you to burst the relationship.   

Trying to breathe  chest feels heavy 

[rav3n]

hey there @Sunnyside226 appreciate the pillow fight invite 💙 if the forums isn't too busy, i'll defs pop in!

i haven't jumped out of bed yet.. i ALMOST did though 😅 and nope, i got up to 5 alarms yesterday... no where near your record, might be hard for me to beat 😆

seeing your post actually reminded me to check on my finch baby soon hehe. gotta tick off some tasks. 

i just read your recent post too, sounds like it's a really hard day for you. take some breaths with me, inhale for 4 counts: 1.... 2.... 3.... 4.... and now exhale for 4 counts: 1...2...3....4... and now hold your breath for 5 counts: 1... 2... 3.... 4... 5... and repeat by inhaling, exhaling and holding a few times.

i'm sorry those feelings are really overwhelming today, just know that the forums community is sitting with you. 💙

[Sunnyside226]

@Dreamy 

Jumping out of bed at 5.45  was like a kid in a candy shop 😂😂

I went for a run and gym 

Shower back to bed   

😂😂😂 Slid out of bed unwillingly   that's funny as