Tabaluga's 2.0

[Jacques]

it was funny @Bill16 a few years ago a farmer where i live grew a crop of hemp to test viability of the crop, he put front page add in the local news paper saying you can't get high off it as it was a special breed of hemp. he had a camera set up and he said it was like a highway going through it of a night of people stealing leaves to test them out, hahahahaha. 

[Bill16]

got offered a heap of mushrooms the other night @Jacques i didnt feel like tripping out but

[Jacques]

i almost had it @Bill16 the guy was happy to sell it, i checked it and it all checked out, but i got a severe panic attack at the last minute and backed out of the deal, im still really upset about it. my stupid anxiety ruins everything. 

so no bike for me. i guess it really was just a pipe dream after all, i think at this point even if i could get past the anxiety of buying one, i would be too scared to actually ride it.

i have all but given up on it now mate. 

[Jacques]

oh @Bill16 please be careful, it would be so easy to slip back into bad habbits.

[Bill16]

f@ck the anxiety mate @Jacques its a real downer

[Meowmy]

@TAB hey tabby, she initially agreed to stay at other cousins house but sneaked back into our house and staying. Guess mum wants some company while i am working ha

[Jacques]

yeah @Bill16 i have been so down since i realised my dream is shattered. i just wanted to be able to have fun and feel happy again. just not to be.

[Bill16]

i can understand about wanting to be happy @Jacques i feel like i have just been existing the last ten years ,not really living

[Jacques]

yeah @Bill16 i know the feeling well 26 years here. im losing hope.

i really hope you can get your life back on track and start living again mate, you have so so much good things ahead. i believe in you mate. maybe time to get back on the bike sort of speak.

[TAB]

maybe you could move out @Meowmy ? dunno