I can’t cope

[tyme]

The kids annoy Ruby @Captain24 Especially the little one. She'll pull Ruby, tug her, hug her so tight, 'walk' Ruby by holding her ear... we have to watch the little one like a hawk. She's explosive with poor Ruby.

That photo of Ruby is phenomenal! Wow!

I'll wait to see how your lego sorting goes. I'd love to see it! 

Just a heads up, I'm logging off early tonight. I'm going to help my sis prep for my niece's bday. I'm not sure if I'm working on Sunday. I don't think I am.

Nope. I just checked. I'm not working. So maybe I can use that time to GSD (get sh*t done!)

I'll be around until about 7pm. So still another hour or so.

[Captain24]

Poor Ruby!! Maybe your niece might settle a little with going to school next year. @tyme 

Is she excited for her party. Does she have a theme? 

It’s an amazing pic! 

Hopefully you can GSD on Sunday but also allow yourself sometime for self care. You are always so busy do you ever take time out to rest and reset? 

Im looking forward to sorting it all out. I just have shit chucked everywhere! 

[tyme]

My brain has sh*t chucked everywhere! @Captain24 

My niece looked at my sister who is cutting carrot sticks for my nieces bday, then said, "Carrot sticks at birthdays. Who does that?"

She's such a crack up.

[Captain24]

Hahahaha.. maybe take a little time to undo some of it. @tyme. My brain feels like it’s constantly on the go. But sometimes it’s just noise with no words. It’s like it’s racing but there is nothing there. It’s exhausting. Plus my body feels energised inside but nothing outside. 

I agree with your niece!! 

Guess what????? I take my last munchie med tomorrow night!!!! Finally!! One more lot of withdrawals to go through!

[tyme]

Are you saying munchie meds have strong withdrawal symptoms? @Captain24 

I want to get off mine and hopefully move to melantonin.

[Captain24]

They are hell to come off!!! @tyme. The withdrawals are so much. That’s what has been wrong with me some of the time. Deeply suicidal! Be very very careful!! 

I’ve had melatonin before but the price has put me in something else for sleep. I guess I’ll find out if the work next week. 

[tyme]

Oh, really? @Captain24 I don't get any cheap meds so I pay in full. But it beats me eating chocolate and bags of chips each night with the munchie meds

[Captain24]

Sorry that was meant to say Pdoc. Put me in something else. I got 2 scripts filled the other day and it was $198. @tyme That doesn’t include the rest of them. The only ones on pbs were the munchy meds. 

I found the munchies worse as I went down in dose. I haven’t reduced my size any coming off it though. Or with eating properly. I was told both would work. 

I guess you’re leaving soon. 

See you on Monday? 

Enjoy the party and take time to yourself after as it’ll be a big day for you

[tyme]

Did I tell you our new mods are staring next week @Captain24 ? I think they will start Wed night which means my shifts will have some sorta normality after. 

Um... I will be on Monday late evening. If I have time, I'm going to pop by here on the weekend to get some admin work done. If I do, I'll say hello 🙂

I'll catch you soon. Please take care. Just tag me and I'll respond whenever.

[Captain24]

That’d be good to see you. @tyme. I will miss Jynx over the weekend and be alone.