@AuntGlow I feel inadequate in every way. Struggle to be patient with loved cat who may well have dementia. My difficult family member posts to random followers of problems but rejects my help. I'd just say to them I'm here and always have been.
I can't face the therapist at present. They didn't accept responsibility for their Medicare errors - but said they could see me for a reduced rate. I'm still gutted as of course it also affects my relationship with my gp with whom they should have been corresponding. My new MHCP for the year ahead has been scuttled by their mistakes. I'll tell the gp next week.
Other legal and financial matters I'm trying to address are moving at a glacial pace.
I've done a little decluttering, trying to reclaim some autonomy and control. It's complicated. My books are behind clutter or boxed. I've been working through and divesting myself of old notes long outdated and irrelevant, painful reminders of past endeavours. I've invested in lighting and eyewear for reading (I'm vision impaired) but psychological barriers remain.
And there's the "garden" to resurrect.
I'd like to reconnect with people and I'd say my lost identity but I've probably never had one.
