14th year house bound

[hiddenite]

Jacques please let me know if there is anything I can do to help you.

You do what you need to stay safe.

I don't have an answer I would rather be around nature. I don't watch the news I have found that I cannot manage all the horrible stories. The girls don't need to see it either.

Please use your grounding techniques j.

Talk to me if you feel like it.

I'm going to have an early night see if it helps.

[Jacques]

Karen knowing you are going to have an early night makes me so happy, i am really worried you are way too stressed, you are going to over do it if you push any harder.

Please rest up my friend, i will be fine, i will distract with music movies and mandala.

Karen just having you with me is enough, i know you are safe which helps greatly, i could not bear to lose you.  Karen, stay safe, if you can't sleep i will be here till 11pm, i really hope you get a good nights sleep you so need it.

Hang in their my friend, i am with you.

Good night

Jacques

[hiddenite]

I'm so glad you have a plan to distract tonight Jacques. I worry about you, I know what darkness looks like.

I care so much about you Jacques.

You are closer to me than my family and you know me better than anyone. It is a true privileged to have you as my friend.

Karen

[Jacques]

Karen what are your plans for distraction if you can't sleep?

Me too Karen, you know me better than family, i am closer to you than i have been to anyone in my entire life, i feel like you are my sister, you care for me so much as do i for you.

Karen i worry so much about you, your moods, your physical conditions, your reactions to people, they all remind me of myself, you are like the female version of me.

when you hurt i hurt, when you are happy so am i, you are a wonderful person Karen, i don't care what anyone else says, please remember this, i so enjoyed last week when you where saying such nice things about your self, and getting your hait cut, i was speechless, you can shock and suprise me KAren, like no one else i know.

You are so precious to me, Thank you

Jacques

[hiddenite]

Thank you for your support Jacques. 

I hope you not counting all the positives I owe you:-)

Goodnight j

[jazz]

Hi welcome to the forum, it sounds like youre in a lot of pain, emotionally and physically. it is great that you had the support of 2 loving parents. It can be very isolating to feel stuck. Are you linked in any support services? you can also call the SANE helpline if you feel you need support. It is extremely difficult when your life goes a different way than you planned. perhaps with the support and your inner strength which is there somewhereyou can find your pathway again

[hiddenite]

Hi Jacques

I'm thinking of you and hope your day goes smoothly.

Take care my friend

Karen

[Jacques]

Hi My angel.

I am thinking of you too, had a bad night last night, all the Reno's my legs cramped all night. Pretty sore and sorry today.

Hope you are well, I am so proud of you joining the Friday Feast, I was smiling all night with your presents their.

Hope you and the girls manage to do something nice today.

Take care my sister 🙂 .

Jacques

[hiddenite]

Hi Jacques

I hope you are listening to you body and having a rest.

The girls and I have been making get well cards for their Opa. He's in hospital so we thought he might need cheering up.

It's really humid here today about 28 with showers.

Did you get any thunderstorms yet, the light show we good here last night.

Please rest Jacques

Thinking of you

Karen

[hiddenite]

Jacques you are never alone, you have me! you can't get rid of me....