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[Sunnyside226]

@Dreamy @rav3n   

V- Viking 

W- wait till Helen comes

X-  Xanadu 

Y- you won't be alone 

Z -  zone of the dead 

[rav3n]

@Dreamy @Sunnyside226 

V - Venom

W - Wolverine

X - X-men

Y - Yes man

Z - Zoolander

i gotta hop off now, night to you all 💙 @MissinTooth 

[Sunnyside226]

your finishing early 😭💔 bye mate @rav3n     my mate has finished 

[Dreamy]

Night @rav3n ♥️

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 how are you feeling now? 

[Sunnyside226]

@Dreamy 

Calm 

Unsteady 

Thoughts are loud 

I'm going to be alone for a while    

Thanks for chatting       missing her 😔

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 sending you hugs, i know you miss her so much. I'll be around if you want to chat more at any stage ♥️. 

[Sunnyside226]

Writing her notes    saying how much she meant to me.    Her love her time her everything   I couldn't ask for another her  

I remember when I first told her my sexuality I was so nervous  and afraid of how her or anyone would think of me.    yes I still think the people and the world hate me for who I am    

I don't say much about myself on here 

I'm Worried about being judged not welcome hated laughed at bullied  called names   

I haven't met anyone on here in that circle yet      i like to keep my safety with people I feel safe with like one of the peer workers here I'm safe with her  

The other peer workers and mods I haven't really got close with    i wouldn't say they are my safe people if something happens on here      

I have a circle of people I'm safe comfortable with so far I have 2   

I know that sounds means I don't mean it to sound like that,    

@Dreamy  sorry for a talk lol  that come out of nowhere 

[Dreamy]

@Sunnyside226 aww those little notes are something to treasure cos it's a reminder of how much she meant to you. 

I can understand the fear of being judged but from what I've learnt being on here is that its a very accepting space. I know some of the peer workers are also within the LGBTIQ+ community. 

It's also completely ok to keep things to yourself, i myself have things that I won't say on the forums and people don't know about me. If I ever feel comfortable sharing then I will but if not then that's ok. It's our lives and our choices what we decide to share to anyone 😊.

It doesn't sound mean and i completely understand. We all have our safe people and that's ok 😊. 

[Sunnyside226]

@Dreamy   out of 5/6 peer workers I feel safe with her   I know her more then the others  peer workers   maybe it's because I shut  down    I need to protect myself from hurt  I don't know  it could be I don't want to build relationships on here with them. For them leave because that hurts   

Correct me from wrong but  aren't the peer workers young people or different ages?     

I guess having a safety person isn't always a bad thing.. 

I wish  I could do a Q/a I have so many questions 😂 for them 

@Dreamy  I have a goal  I want to achieve next week would you like to know what is it?