I cant imagine traveling on public transport during some of the storms you get there
@Mazarita. Sounds like a pretty good idea to have canceled and then spent the day resting. So good to hear of your video making lately as nd really looking forward to hearing how you get on tomorrow. Hugs for your mum's situation. It can be such a process to find support. She's lucky she has you ❤
At the start of the week I decided to make an appointment for tomorrow to get a prescription for the medication I need to have a medical termination at home this weekend. I am very far from making a decision still but figured that if I had the script then at least I had the option. It's the only real chance I have to do it with lots on over the next couple of weeks. If I don't this weekend, then my option is only surgical which I really dont want, to the point where I dont think I could. Yesterday I had a call saying that I might not be able to get the prescription tomorrow as my ultrasound didnt show something it needs to be able to legally prescribe it. So I had to rush to find a doctor which ended up having to be a random at a clinic I havent been to, to ask for a referral for an ultrasound which meant explaining everything. He could have been worse but he was pretty judgemental, which I didn't need. I tried to work it around a counseling appointment I was supposed to have over the phone that just didnt happen as no-one called. It was frustrating and disappointing. I'm off this morning for a repeat ultrasound feeling nervous and pretty miserable about it all.
Blah - that was a bit of a rave. This time isn't forever and I'm trying so hard to hold tight and remember that as it is all starting to get pretty hard and taking a toll on me at the moment.
